miércoles, 23 de diciembre de 2009

No more useless daydreaming!

He shout to himself

He went behind the major's house

And he cried

Because when he recieved the kiss

In his cold face

He saw all the things that could be

And all the thigs that are not.

"Have a nice christmas day"

miércoles, 9 de diciembre de 2009

Dont you ever miss me

When i though i was completly different and far from the
i used to be
suddendly i realize that i'm going in the same way i was
a nice way
artistic renovation,

The years is ending

I'm dreaming and
i'm not remembering my dreams

"I realize why i think
thats coz im not sleeping
i realize why wont sleep
dreaming of you would be weeping"

But i know i speak english wrong in my dreams,
and people laugh

i feel like being.... prepared

martes, 8 de diciembre de 2009

disgusted of life

Tick Tock

Why, what, where, wich, whom?

All the parties are yours
every song is yours
everybody is your friend, even your ex
im in the bar you are in the dance floor
while i'm coming back home
while the night is just starting for you
i'll be thinking, Why i tried it again?

I swear myself this last paragraph will never happen.
During the next 3 Padre Medina months.
I must be happy
that's the attitude darling!


lunes, 30 de noviembre de 2009

Love is not easy love is not fun

Back from Madrid
coz i'm behind the light
and i have no shadows

ready to fight
against every single person who
think i'm weak
think i'm sad
think i'm bad
think i'm fat
think i'm ugly
think i'm slow
think i'm always alone

sábado, 21 de noviembre de 2009

Your ex-lover is dead

And now, my piano solo!

viernes, 20 de noviembre de 2009

I hate sex

Why everybody thinks in sex
Why the hell everybody thinks in sex
sex is only the closest way to be the same person
with the one you really love

the rest of sex, i dont want it even near me
i dont want people who sex with the first person they see

miércoles, 18 de noviembre de 2009


I'm leaving for a while
to my mot'town
perhaps in the hippies
perhaps in the forest

but with a new son under my sheets
hum, i just realize this one is unnamed yet...
You never sleep alone
or something like that....

"Love is in every movement you make,
more if you dont want it,
in your pillow dust mites are,
doing it like rabbits"

viernes, 13 de noviembre de 2009

Winter light trough the windows

And the city lights were shining, with all their energy
That's because during a night full of stars like this one
they feel jealous of them

And then a falling star crossed the sky

The following days the light was coming in trough the windows
it was the most familiar type of light

Everything in golden
winter sun
i'm going to get lost to lost you

lunes, 9 de noviembre de 2009


Have you ever miss me? just a little?
You're a Liar
i said yes
I said you are a Liar

Because in winter i'ts cold
and then i prefer sleep with somebody

I miss you
I miss you too
but right now
it's complicated.

And I know you've been near to say it
i told you while you were sleeping.

domingo, 8 de noviembre de 2009

Eating stone

I'm not one of those who fall and fall with the same stone
i simply go directly after falling the first time
and eat it
even knowing i have
stomach problems!

pater medinae first season is complete

domingo, 1 de noviembre de 2009

Ludovico Einaudi

When you film an intense scene with actors
where the teacher express her love to the priest
a small whisper
"i love you, i fell in love with you"
And my mic catch this whisper
and translate it to my voice
like if i were saying it
the emotions
the vibrations in air
make my heart shake
like hearing what never will hear
the warm of a fictional love
is it maybe my last source?

martes, 20 de octubre de 2009

Paid Sick days

At least, a new child
a new song
just a little near from my future CD

I have a piano solo in my head
nino hojas

domingo, 18 de octubre de 2009

Alone, cojone'

There's a kind of hush
all over the world tonight
you know what i mean...

If somebody knows a place where i could play
my own songs
please tell me.

A very interesting man
told me
When you accumulate experiences in a same stream, and you feel it
its a fail dont jump in another new way, learning new things.
Crash yourself is a price you can afford.

Don't know what i mean...

Just hope that today Cordoba vanish in air.
Padre Medina-Csur-22:00 Sound Assistant/Boom Operator

domingo, 11 de octubre de 2009

Oh Marcello!

And things that you finally win
and lose the whole of their gifts
and first my friends
first than everything

i wish i had friends

i just have work to do.
I'm just a soul whose intentions are good.

Oh Marcello!
never thought id really love you
but i do so.

domingo, 13 de septiembre de 2009

Pater Medinae

And my heart beating again
and my tonge creating new words
and my feet holding my thoughs
and my hands suffering the consequences
can't believe
people love me.

even when i love them.
love is the answer to a question that i have forgotten
But i know i've been ask,
and the answer got to be love.

domingo, 26 de julio de 2009

Why am i supposed to love if i don't want to?

When i saw you the first time,
you though i was an employer from a high school,
a sort of teacher.

But i was'nt.

Now i'm looking for you.
Cause i let you go,
Inside the reiki energy
Between my chakras.

Distance choku rei.
Cause you've opened a new way in my life.
Even without knowing it.

Of course, i will keep drinking coke.

jueves, 4 de junio de 2009

ABC 1983: Sevillian Expoliation

Now i need to give a new sense to the blog,
Your throath is like a desert,


Far is Near
Piano is above

martes, 2 de junio de 2009

Lookflowers sanatory

I love to be frightened
by the wheel chair
by the old reports of mad people
by being acosed by mad people

Resident evil/Silent Hill, more than ever.

I'm sorry 'bout blondie,
i'm singing oH oH on a friday night
and i hope everything's gonna be alright.

Maybe a concert soon?

jueves, 21 de mayo de 2009

Working Back

Tomorrow i start in the office again
one short film
one pilot episode for a TV show (clown´s idontknowwhatelse)

Production Team
Sound team during filming.
how i love the smell of work to do.

I dont love the traffic jams,
and the waste of gas that i'll never get paid.

I wish that my pollo come to film with me.
I hope everything is going to be 0k...

jueves, 14 de mayo de 2009

I hate lost

I loved it

miércoles, 6 de mayo de 2009

What happens in Mordor, Stays in Mordor

And if Owen
And Alex Hadefi

jueves, 30 de abril de 2009

Where's the rumour that saw us born?

I just want to see
something that finally
drive me mad.

And again,
And again.

And just here in the same floor.
White over white.

May i shout as a crazy in love with you.
Or may i feel bad, because i never told you.

And now i wont be able.
Never more.
My voice turns off.

And your things sounds low.

martes, 28 de abril de 2009

And when i'm mean

Then you
surpraised or not.
Run away
run away.

To say things you'll never say me,
to other people,

And i should look nice

And i am.

domingo, 19 de abril de 2009

And I had a sheep called Asuntion

What it was, it is no longer.
and what seems to be really real.
Now you notice it was'nt.

Nothing can be real during the filming.
Maybe if it continues after.
But not during.

When you're inside.
It seems to be too much time.
But there's not time enough.
To know somebody.

And this time i didn't let you-
Say anything.

And i told everybody
that what you were saying.
Was a lie.

miércoles, 15 de abril de 2009

The 3 Mary's

New sons,
level of asimetric fluctuations
horse life

The train is now up in the sky,
we did it,
after no few problems.

Mary, i think i have knew a marvelous and weird creature from the abbys.
Mary, I think we never should bite the hand from the one who gives us food.
Mary, I think there's too much people like you, using the power to destroy.

At the end,
in the party.
Lantana won.

sábado, 28 de marzo de 2009


She was fierce,
she was in cages,

trying to avoid me
triying to destroy me,
step by step,

But i'm behind she,
i know every step,
and i'm smarter,
and i won't let anyone
destroy me

sábado, 21 de marzo de 2009


Living is easy if you are filming,

she's the key from the door i'm trying to open,
she got the answer,
i'll stay.

tired but soul smiling,
the next two weeks i'll be an owl.
Bai Kamara Jr.

Thanks God.

lunes, 16 de marzo de 2009

Toghether during Gloomy Sunday

Sadly one sunday
i waited and waited
with flowers in my arms
all the dream has created
i waited 'til dreams,
like my heart, were all broken
the flowers were all dead
and the words were unspoken

Diamanda Galas
I could sing and play it till the end of universe,
it might be by a cold death,
or the universe may be compact, to explode again,
it depends on the quantity of dark material that universe contain itself.

God how i pity the horses,
if they could bite a little bit of meat.

I dont know why, if you are silenced,
i care about you and toghether toghether,
just because i'm dismised,
and i dont diserve it.

I suposse that's normal

lunes, 23 de febrero de 2009


Lalala la

Further instructions
New news
15 Days working
A new Documental 'bout a soccer team
which components are between
70-80 years
Directed by me

I hate football
but it has a weird ballet coreography
in each gol.

They are younger than me
Im learning

And maybe i'll return to 3000 viviendas.

lunes, 9 de febrero de 2009

I Don't Care

At least.

Always, when everything is gone,
we have an At least to use,
like another continue.

I Don't care,
At least I didnt care.

Everything isn't worth enough
At least i try my best,

I am loving not in love,
At least im romantic.

At least skin still.

But what if i try,
and constantly.

Someday a place for Us.
You should see:
Lars Von Trier - Dogville
West Side Story

Accidentally in love with Millenium.

lunes, 2 de febrero de 2009

Assistant's Job

-It's assistant's job!
-Ok, Coco, ok.

lunes, 26 de enero de 2009

They Left

And surprising me, i start again,
Things, i'll never hear me say.

In English just because I have dreams where i speak in english with
And every vision is an english phrase.

Today they left,
Maná left,

And my dreams told me,
in english.
We're in Crisis, more than ever i can notice on my lips and

I won't run away
I will fight against my problems
And i will fight against Banks
Hate them
They are the worst people
in worl
Banks and who works for them

They are just putting things more difficult to people
who knows that the important thing
is the soul
and soul need time
and soul will rise